Transience.

Nothing is permanent.

You can choose to die.

Or you can choose a new life.

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Aaviel is an IT professional who always struggles with imperfection. A proud Maroon alumna, die-hard Sexy. She used to play the piano, and now wishes she didn’t stop. She used to read one book a night, and now has no time to pick up one. She wants to sing well but, well, she can’t. She also used to draw, but she believes she lacks creativity. She also used to play console games, fantasize about being goth, and wish she were a genius. She’s helpless, and she knows it.

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From Kabalarian.com

• The name of Aaviel has given you sensitivity and appreciation for the finer and deeper things in life.
• You can enjoy reading, study, and contemplation about many different subjects.
• When your interests or curiosity are aroused, you work intensely at new undertakings, but your interests often wane when you encounter drudgery and monotony, with the result that you leave many things unfinished.
• Your name has taken you into many bitter experiences.
• The greatest lack in your life is stability and peace of mind.
• A peaceful and quiet environment, especially out in nature, is one of your greatest desires, but you are constantly taken into chaotic conditions.

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In the end, you are who you want to be.

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Aaviel, in some made-up language, means “angel”.